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On a rock by the lake we shared our emotions
As if someone from the heavens
poured over us a love potion.
We exchanged our I love you's
while we held eachother tight.
Under millions of stars
which shone upon us, their light.
Our love seemed so real
I did believe it could be true.
No one in this world
except for me 'n you.
But one very morning
I was awakened from this dream
I realized one great truth,
things aren't always what they seem.
In the comfort of your room,
you spoke of words unreal.
I love you, I need you, I won't hurt you
this is trully how I feel.
I knew in that moment i was not ready
for what you had in mind,
to depart from purity
and have our bodies combine.
I'm glad I did not give to you
my body and my soul.
I can't explain how proud I am
that I had self control.
The clouds flew us by
the sun came and went
memories of us kept in mind
and the summer that we spent.
This summer was yours and mine.
It was fun while it did last,
but memories are all that remain
of what we call our past.

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      ADDICTED TO LOVEA

You've become my addiction
My one special drug.
The only way for me to feel safe now,
is in your arms, the way you hug.
I tasted the sweetness in your lips
Held you in my arms
You took away  my fears
And kept me safe from harm.
My problems disappear
Whenever you are near
You take away the darkness
and make it all so clear.
At first you were the good drug,
The kind that relieves the pain
But now I've had too much of you
You've entered through my veins.
I feel you in my body
You're al I ever crave.
I'm addicted to your love,
I have become your slave.

 

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Suicide of an Aching Heart

It hurts so much, I want to cry,
If we can't be, I'd rather die.
For many months I've loved you so
Cuz the day I had you, I could not let go.
I dont know why you kissed me,
When your heart wasn't there.
I jsut can't understand it, life is so unfair.
I want to end the hurting, cuz my heart's been torn in half,
You were to be my guiding light,
Why didtn't you light my path?
So push the knife,
Oh so deep.
Take my life
And let me sleep.
Stop the pain inside my heart.
It hurts so much when we're apart.
Our hearts say Hold me
Our heads are saying no.
But now that I have felt you,
Darling, I cannot let you go.
I have decided to end this now.
I want to be far from you, but i dont know how.
The only way to love you
Is to be at rest
I want to end my life now,
I know it's best.
So stick the knife
Oh so deep,
Take my life
And let me sleep.